Me also know as thorn??..

Dis words come across my mind during writing class with our new lecturer…
we’ve to do a process ..
so,sya was the one who choose the title for our essay..
guess wat is huh?
Its actually how to fall out of love…
Not to fall in love…
But actually it is wat we should do to avoid the love wif our bf…
Itz reminds me wat I’ve done to all of my xbf….
Usually I’m the one who ask for “break up”
Wat a very great heart breaker rite?
Yeah…
I really realize ded…
Even though ,they used to hurt me..
N do sumtink ded I hate…
So coz of ded I’ll ask for clash…
Yeah…
After I’ve got wat I want(clash)
I felt relief of coz…
Really love it…
Am I cruel?
Without giving dem four or five chance..
I’ll leave dem…
I admit ded..
There is lotz333 of bad words I’ll heard from dem..
Welll itz ok for me…
N I accept it…
Once I replied it…
They will stay quite n stop talking nonsense..
N it will makes dem realize their mistakes..
Itz fair la kn??
Jgn paku aku ja…mcm ampa tue perfect sgt…

Watz da bad thing ded I olwez do the guys is….

1)being to0 honest….
2)threat dem bad…
3)being who I am…
4) ignore him…
5)MELAWAN..(hahahha.itu la aku..)kna unuh bru pdn..
N many more….


Yeah..being to honest sumtime can hurt pepel feeling…
But for me itz relly ok…den hit me from da back..
Or I’m da one who lied him…
Doing bad thing especially being unfaithful…
I’ll never be like ded..
But..if he did..
I’ll be more worst den that…..
I really dun know how to get double or triple bf in 1 time…
Hahaha..

Actually…
Dis was a really wonderful sentence to me…
N I’ll never forget in…
Not only from him..but dem..
Even in a different way…


“efi umpama bunga mawar yg sgt cantik yg byk durinya..ramai org suka mendekati efi…tp sgt sukar utk dipetik..sekali dpt petik…cpt pula dia layu…”

“efi sgt pandai membuatkan org syg akn dirinya…ttp bla dbwt slh sekali…senang sungguh dia mencantas”

“kehadiran efi sgt meninggal kesan yg nyata…dan sgt sukar dlupakn…”

“pabila dia berkata2..dia sprt sdg high dgn dadh”

“knapa dia bijak menipu diri sendiri apatah lg org yg sygnyi dia”


N many more….

Well…
I think dis kinds of word really hurt me…
But itz ok…

Well..
Actually..aku nie bkn yg suka mengayat k….
Sbaliknya wat bg org menyampah dgn aku lg adala…
Tp apa kn daya…
N anggap aku apa pown anggap laaa..
Jnji sblom kta kt org…
Tgk diri sendiri dluww…
Cam na hampa time couple dgn aku…
Ada hampa hargai aku???
Bila aku happy dgn kwn3 aku…
Kalut lak hampa nk nilai aku…
Bila aku ada org lain..
Sng plak nk nilai aku sng brubah aty……
Yurp…aku mmg suka bkwn…
Tp aku bkn pmpuan murahan yg bleh sng4 serah dri or aty aku kat org…
Keadaan kdg3 memaksa aku untuk bercinta…
Tp aku xbule elak…



So,sapa3 nk dgn minah nie…pk la byk kli…wat istikharah dluw… jumpak tok bomoh dluw kaa….bdk neh sgt complicated…