who should be blame if sumtin happen to..

shit!
i love cigarrates!
i love dis ice!
i love sex!
i love enigma!
i love jack daniels!
i love doing all dis best damn thing!


but is it her own desire when she get involved in that kind of thing?1

yeah...
1st of all...
of coz when she've low knowledge of islam
n she's didnt practice it??!
of coz ded is the main reason y she easily get involve with it rite......


but...
actually the other common thing that
coz the girl get involved wif that..
is....
when she LOST HER PARENTS ATTENTION
when her PARENTS KEEP SAYING A BAD THING BOUT HER..
EVEN FOR NOW.....OR FOR THE FUTURE...


1st situation
mak:hg kalo dk wat prangai pnyegan mcm ney...smpye bla pown xkn dpt lg baik2..!!!!!!
Girl:mak,cek cuma kata SAT ja...bkn tamaw buat..
mak:tgk la nty hg keja mna pown ownk halau hg!!!!
girl:keep cryinggg...


it happen when the mother ask her to do something..
n she ask her mother to wait for a while..
but the mother keep angry to her..
quarrellings at her..
is it shows ded the girl is ''ANAK DERHAKA"
is she deserve for that kinds of ''SUMPAHAN''??
but at the same time she do..
respect her momss..
she do wat her mother ask...
she just stay silence when the mother keep saying ded..
even everything wat her mother said hurt her so bad..
it maybe will affect her future..
maybe wat her mother said would be true..
she was so scared coz of ded..
should she said ded her mother such a cruel person...??
or just accept wat her mother saidd.
n accept it even it happen in da future...


but,
somehow..
she's only a teenager...
she NEEDS ATTENTION...
she NEEDS LOVE..
she NEEDS FORGIVENESS..
she NEEDS CHANCE....
n she HATES ''SUMPAHAN''

by ded time..
when it become worst day by day...
no chance for her...
even small matter can create situation...
n her mother keep say a bad words to her...
wat actually will happen to her?1


is she going to kill herself?!
not yet...of cozz..

but..
she'll tend to ruin her own life.
coz wat?
coz she scared wat her mother said will come true in da future?
she have lost her own confidence to continue her life..
she really think ded she'll never achieve her dreamzzz..
so she rather ruin her life rite now....


starts wif cigar..
she tends
to try the drugs..
to have sexx..
to drinks alcohol..
n many more...


who' s da most important person in her life during ded times..
FRENZZZZZZ of course......
whenever...wherever it is..
frenzz always be there for her..
deds why..
she'll always follow her friends...
follow their steps...
n be like them...
if he bf more n more care bout her
compare to her family..
of coz she'll give everythings to her bf.

n.....



wat will happen to her future???!!!!



for me..
if i lose my family..
its like i lose my own life..
my future..
i have nothing in my life..
no more true happiness.
no more bright life..
JUZ FULL OF SADNESS..EMPTINESS..
N

SIN!!

i hope i could be strong watever it is..
i hope there is no such thing in my life..
i hope i can be patience..
got da strenght..da confidence..
to continue my life as
a HUMAN in daa world..
moms word always come true..
but..
OH my god..
dun let it happen..
forgive me..
forgive my moms..
forgive themm.
forgive us..

moms pray for..
Hidayah from Allah S.W.T
bright future...
happiness..



i need ded....

thanksss..